Fake Love and Flying Monkeys
A Toxic relationship and Fake love looks real—until it destroys you.
Welcome to Fake Love and Flying Monkeys, the podcast that exposes the hidden dynamics of toxic relationships, narcissistic abuse, and emotional manipulation. Hosted by Nova Gibson, leading trauma-informed counsellor and Director of Brighter Outlook Narcissistic Abuse Counselling, this podcast is your guide to breaking free from the confusion, fear, and self-doubt that come with being entangled with a narcissist.
In every episode, Nova draws from years of experience working with survivors to explore the complex, often covert tactics used in emotionally abusive relationships—from gaslighting, triangulation, and the silent treatment to smear campaigns and intermittent reinforcement.
Whether you're struggling with a narcissistic partner, parent, boss, or friend, Fake Love and Flying Monkeys gives you the tools and knowledge to understand the abuse, trust your instincts, and reclaim your power—even if the narcissist has never been formally diagnosed.
This is more than a podcast—it’s a lifeline.
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Clear explanations of narcissistic behaviour patterns
Practical strategies for setting boundaries and detaching
Real talk about the emotional rollercoaster of trauma bonding
Validation, clarity, and a path toward healing from narcissistic abuse
If you've ever felt trapped in a relationship that chips away at your self-worth, this podcast will help you name it, face it, and finally break free.
You’re not alone, and you’re not crazy. You’re in the fog of narcissistic abuse—and Nova is here to help guide you out.
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How Narcissistic Mothers Damage Your Adult Relationships and Mental Health
"She made you doubt yourself—now you're doing it in every relationship."
If you grew up with a narcissistic mother, that emotional abuse didn’t just stay in childhood—it follows you into adulthood, sabotaging how you love, trust, and relate to others.
In this episode of Fake Love and Flying Monkeys, we break down how narcissistic parenting creates lasting trauma, including people-pleasing, fear of abandonment, low self-worth, and attracting toxic partners.
"You weren’t difficult. You were conditioned to survive."
Through real stories from my counselling sessions, I explain the hidden ways narcissistic mothers shape your emotional patterns—and how to break free from that cycle for good.
"Healing starts when you stop blaming yourself."
If your relationships feel like a battlefield, this episode will help you understand the roots—and show you a way forward.
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The Long-Term Effects of Narcissistic Parenting on Adult Relationships
In today’s episode, we’re diving deep into the impact that narcissistic parenting can have on our adult relationships. As a therapist working with many victims and survivors of narcissistic abuse, one thing I often hear from my clients is how strikingly similar their adult relationships are to the toxic dynamics they experienced with their narcissistic parent. I want to explore this idea and help you understand why this happens—and what you can do to break the cycle.
Recognising the Familiarity of Toxic Relationships
Let’s start with something I see often in my practice: clients who come to me for support after realising they’ve ended up in relationships that feel just like the ones they had with their narcissistic parent. Whether it’s a partner they’re with now or someone from their past, there’s a striking similarity to the emotional abuse and manipulation they suffered as a child.
It might sound crazy to think, "How could I end up marrying my parent?" But the truth is, it’s all too common. And the reason for this lies deep in our subconscious minds. When we were children, our brains were constantly absorbing everything around us—the way love looks, what relationships are supposed to be like, and how we’re meant to be treated. If you were raised by a narcissistic parent, you learned that love was conditional, and often tied to meeting that parent’s needs and demands, not your own.
Think about the dynamics you witnessed in your family—often, what went on behind closed doors was a world of covert abuse. The toxic parent presented a picture-perfect image to the outside world, leaving you to wonder if anyone truly understood the chaos and manipulation that happened when no one was watching.
The Subconscious Drive for Toxic Partners
As an adult, you may swear that you’ll never end up with someone like your narcissistic parent. But despite your best intentions, it often happens anyway. This is because, on a subconscious level, you’re attracted to what feels familiar—even if it’s toxic.
It’s not that you’re looking for someone who will treat you badly. But because your childhood brain learned to associate love with manipulation, guilt, and constant emotional highs and lows, you may find yourself bypassing partners who treat you with respect and kindness. Instead, you might overlook someone who sets healthy boundaries, respects your needs, and encourages you to thrive as an individual.
Why does this happen? It’s because that person isn’t familiar to you. You’re likely to feel an unconscious pull towards someone who resembles your parent in some way—someone who offers you the same emotional rollercoaster you grew up with.
The Scapegoat and Healthy Relationships
It’s important to note that not everyone who grows up with a narcissistic parent ends up in another toxic relationship. Many people, particularly those who were the scapegoat child, are able to break the cycle and build healthy partnerships.
However, even in those healthy relationships, they may still struggle with feelings of inadequacy or self-sabotage. This happens because the coping mechanisms they developed as children—like being defensive or doubting their self-worth—can still be triggered in healthy relationships. They may struggle with receiving love or kindness because it’s so unfamiliar.
If this sounds like you, and you’re in a healthy relationship with someone who loves and respects you, I want to offer some reassurance: You are worthy of that love. You don’t need to constantly prove your worth to your partner. It’s okay to heal from those childhood wounds, and your partner should be supportive of that healing process. They won’t weaponise your trauma against you.
Narcissistic Parenting and Boundary Issues
One of the most significant lessons a narcissistic parent teaches is what boundaries are—or, more accurately, what they aren’t. In a narcissistic household, boundaries are either non-existent or severely distorted. Your needs are never seen as important because the narcissistic parent’s needs are always the priority.
This dynamic can leave you feeling like you’re constantly trying to please others, even when your own needs go unmet. It’s entirely normal to find yourself in relationships where you’re expected to give and give, but your own needs are dismissed or ignored.
A narcissistic parent may even teach you that boundaries are selfish, and the only people whose needs matter are those of your parent. As a result, it’s not surprising that you might find yourself in relationships where your boundaries are violated, but you’re conditioned to ignore the red flags.
The Cycle of Abuse and Trauma Bonding
One of the most insidious effects of narcissistic parenting is the trauma bond that forms between the child and the narcissistic parent. This bond is incredibly powerful and can have long-lasting effects, especially when it comes to adult relationships.
The trauma bond is a result of the emotional highs and lows that a narcissistic parent creates. They’ll shower you with love and attention one moment, then withdraw it the next. This inconsistency creates an addictive cycle of emotional highs and lows that can make you feel like you’re constantly chasing their approval or affection.
As an adult, this trauma bond can play out in toxic relationships where you feel compelled to please your partner at all costs, even if it means tolerating abuse. You’ve been conditioned to believe that if you don’t tolerate the abuse, they’ll leave you, just like your narcissistic parent threatened to do.
The Power of the Narcissistic Parent’s Manipulation
The manipulation of a narcissistic parent doesn’t stop at emotional neglect or control—it often includes a heavy dose of guilt, shame, and fear. You may have been taught that if you didn’t meet their expectations, they would abandon you, either emotionally or physically. This constant fear of abandonment can make you feel like you’ll never be enough for anyone, and it can lead to the subconscious belief that if you don’t submit to control, you’ll be left alone.
In adult relationships, this fear can cause you to try harder and harder to please your partner, even if it means sacrificing your own well-being. You may even develop a high tolerance for mistreatment because you fear the consequences of standing up for yourself.
Breaking the Cycle and Healing from Narcissistic Abuse
So, what happens when you finally realise that the relationship dynamics you’re experiencing are a direct result of your childhood abuse? First of all, you need to recognise that you’re not to blame for ending up in these relationships. You didn’t choose a toxic partner consciously. You were simply repeating what felt familiar.
But once you acknowledge the pattern, you can begin the process of healing. This involves understanding the impact of your narcissistic parent’s behaviour on your adult relationships and consciously working to break the cycle.
It’s not easy. Healing from narcissistic abuse takes time, and it requires a lot of self-compassion. You’ll need to learn to trust again—not just others, but yourself. You’ll need to relearn what love really looks like, and that it’s possible to have healthy, balanced relationships where your needs are valued and respected.
If you're in a relationship with a narcissistic partner, it’s crucial to recognise the signs and seek help. Therapy can be an essential part of the healing process, as it provides a safe space to explore your emotions, understand the impact of your past, and learn new ways of relating to others.
Remember: You are worthy of love, respect, and kindness. You deserve to have healthy relationships that honour your boundaries and meet your needs. It’s time to break free from the cycle and start living your life authentically.
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