Fake Love and Flying Monkeys
A Toxic relationship and Fake love looks real—until it destroys you.
Welcome to Fake Love and Flying Monkeys, the podcast that exposes the hidden dynamics of toxic relationships, narcissistic abuse, and emotional manipulation. Hosted by Nova Gibson, leading trauma-informed counsellor and Director of Brighter Outlook Narcissistic Abuse Counselling, this podcast is your guide to breaking free from the confusion, fear, and self-doubt that come with being entangled with a narcissist.
In every episode, Nova draws from years of experience working with survivors to explore the complex, often covert tactics used in emotionally abusive relationships—from gaslighting, triangulation, and the silent treatment to smear campaigns and intermittent reinforcement.
Whether you're struggling with a narcissistic partner, parent, boss, or friend, Fake Love and Flying Monkeys gives you the tools and knowledge to understand the abuse, trust your instincts, and reclaim your power—even if the narcissist has never been formally diagnosed.
This is more than a podcast—it’s a lifeline.
You’ll get:
Clear explanations of narcissistic behaviour patterns
Practical strategies for setting boundaries and detaching
Real talk about the emotional rollercoaster of trauma bonding
Validation, clarity, and a path toward healing from narcissistic abuse
If you've ever felt trapped in a relationship that chips away at your self-worth, this podcast will help you name it, face it, and finally break free.
You’re not alone, and you’re not crazy. You’re in the fog of narcissistic abuse—and Nova is here to help guide you out.
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It’s time to expose the fake love, silence the flying monkeys, and rewrite your story.
Fake Love and Flying Monkeys
Trauma Bond vs. Codependency: Breaking Free from Narcissistic Abuse
Are you stuck in a toxic relationship with a narcissist, unsure if you’re trauma bonded or codependent? In this episode of Fake Love and Flying Monkeys, we break down the key differences between trauma bonding and codependency, and how narcissists manipulate these dynamics to keep you trapped.
"Understanding whether you’re trauma bonded or codependent is the first step in reclaiming your freedom." ’I'll walk you through the signs of both, how narcissists exploit these emotional vulnerabilities, and why you feel unable to leave despite the pain.
Learn how to recognize these unhealthy patterns, break free from the emotional chains, and start healing from narcissistic abuse.
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Trauma Bonding vs. Codependency: What’s the Difference?
If you've ever been stuck in a toxic relationship and found it nearly impossible to leave, you might have wondered: Is this trauma bonding, or is it codependency? While they might seem similar, they come from different places and affect us in different ways. Let’s break it down in a way that actually makes sense.
What is Trauma Bonding?
Trauma bonding happens when you’re in a relationship with someone who constantly cycles between love and abuse. One moment, they’re showering you with affection, and the next, they’re tearing you down. It’s that push-and-pull dynamic that keeps you hooked, almost like an addiction. Your brain gets wired to crave their approval because you never know when it’s coming next. This unpredictability strengthens the emotional bond, even when the relationship is deeply unhealthy.
A classic example? Narcissistic relationships. A narcissist will gaslight, manipulate, and devalue you, only to turn around and give just enough kindness to keep you hanging on. Over time, your self-worth takes a hit, and you start justifying their behavior. It’s not because you’re weak—it’s because your brain is literally conditioned to seek their validation.
Another key aspect of trauma bonding is the role of fear. There’s often an underlying sense of dread about what will happen if you leave. Maybe you fear retaliation, abandonment, or even just the loneliness that follows. The emotional highs and lows make you cling to the relationship even more, convincing yourself that if you just try a little harder, things will get better. But they don’t.
This cycle can happen in romantic relationships, friendships, families, or even workplaces. A toxic boss who constantly berates you but occasionally praises your work can create a trauma bond just as easily as an abusive partner can.
What is Codependency?
Codependency, on the other hand, is more about relying on someone else for your sense of worth and identity. You might feel responsible for fixing their problems, making them happy, or keeping the peace at all costs. Unlike trauma bonding, which thrives on abuse cycles, codependency is rooted in the need to be needed.
Many people who struggle with codependency grew up in environments where they had to earn love by taking care of others. This pattern follows them into adulthood, making them gravitate towards relationships where they can play the caretaker role. The problem? It leaves no room for your own needs, and over time, it becomes exhausting.
Codependency often shows up as:
- Feeling guilty for setting boundaries.
- Ignoring your own needs to focus on someone else’s.
- Feeling anxious when you’re not helping or fixing something.
- Defining your worth by how much you do for others.
- Struggling to say no, even when you’re overwhelmed.
This can play out in romantic relationships, friendships, family dynamics, and even work relationships. A codependent person might stay in a toxic relationship not because of fear (like in trauma bonding) but because they feel responsible for the other person’s well-being.
Key Differences
- Trauma bonding is fueled by intermittent reinforcement—sometimes you’re loved, sometimes you’re hurt, and you never know which one is coming next.
- Codependency is driven by the need to be needed, even at your own expense.
- Trauma bonding keeps you stuck in a toxic cycle because your brain craves the occasional moments of kindness.
- Codependency makes you feel like you can’t function without taking care of someone else.
- Trauma bonding often involves a power imbalance, where one person controls and manipulates the other.
- Codependency can exist in any type of relationship, even ones that aren’t abusive, though it still leads to unhealthy dynamics.
Can You Have Both?
Absolutely. Many people dealing with narcissistic abuse have both trauma bonds and codependent tendencies. It’s common to feel responsible for the narcissist’s emotions while also being trapped in their cycle of manipulation. This combination makes it even harder to walk away.
For example, you might find yourself excusing their bad behavior because you feel like they’ve had a tough childhood or because they “just don’t know any better.” You might also believe that if you love them enough, they’ll change. These beliefs keep you locked into the relationship, even when it’s causing you deep harm.
Breaking Free
Healing starts with awareness. Recognizing that you’re in a trauma bond or that you have codependent tendencies is the first step. From there, it’s about setting boundaries, prioritizing self-care, and seeking support. Therapy can be a game-changer, as can connecting with others who’ve been through similar experiences.
Some practical steps to start breaking free:
- Acknowledge the reality of the relationship. Accept that the cycle of abuse won’t stop unless you break it.
- Identify your triggers. What makes you feel like you need to stay or fix things? Understanding these patterns can help you regain control.
- Start setting small boundaries. If leaving the relationship isn’t an immediate option, begin by practicing small acts of self-care and boundary-setting.
- Build a support system. Whether it’s friends, family, or a therapist, having people who validate your feelings can make all the difference.
- Work on self-worth. You are valuable, even if you’re not taking care of someone else.
- Consider professional help. Trauma bonds and codependency are deeply rooted patterns that often require professional guidance to heal.
Most importantly, be kind to yourself. These patterns didn’t form overnight, and they won’t disappear overnight either. But with time and effort, you can break free and build relationships that are truly healthy and fulfilling.
Healing isn’t about finding someone else to complete you—it’s about realizing that you were whole all along.