Fake Love and Flying Monkeys
A Toxic relationship and Fake love looks real—until it destroys you.
Welcome to Fake Love and Flying Monkeys, the podcast that exposes the hidden dynamics of toxic relationships, narcissistic abuse, and emotional manipulation. Hosted by Nova Gibson, leading trauma-informed counsellor and Director of Brighter Outlook Narcissistic Abuse Counselling, this podcast is your guide to breaking free from the confusion, fear, and self-doubt that come with being entangled with a narcissist.
In every episode, Nova draws from years of experience working with survivors to explore the complex, often covert tactics used in emotionally abusive relationships—from gaslighting, triangulation, and the silent treatment to smear campaigns and intermittent reinforcement.
Whether you're struggling with a narcissistic partner, parent, boss, or friend, Fake Love and Flying Monkeys gives you the tools and knowledge to understand the abuse, trust your instincts, and reclaim your power—even if the narcissist has never been formally diagnosed.
This is more than a podcast—it’s a lifeline.
You’ll get:
Clear explanations of narcissistic behaviour patterns
Practical strategies for setting boundaries and detaching
Real talk about the emotional rollercoaster of trauma bonding
Validation, clarity, and a path toward healing from narcissistic abuse
If you've ever felt trapped in a relationship that chips away at your self-worth, this podcast will help you name it, face it, and finally break free.
You’re not alone, and you’re not crazy. You’re in the fog of narcissistic abuse—and Nova is here to help guide you out.
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It’s time to expose the fake love, silence the flying monkeys, and rewrite your story.
Fake Love and Flying Monkeys
Why the Covert Narcissist Always Looks Like They Won
Ever feel like the narcissist got away with everything while you were left to pick up the pieces?
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In this powerful episode, I unpack the brutal aftermath of narcissistic abuse—why they seem to be thriving, why you're stuck with all the trauma, and why it feels so damn unfair.
Whether it's a narcissistic ex, parent, boss, or friend—this episode will help you see behind the mask and understand what’s really going on. We dive into smear campaigns, emotional shutdown, and the silent grief survivors are left with. You'll hear real-life scenarios, empowering insights, and a much-needed reality check.
Because healing? That’s the real power move.
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Why It Feels Like the Narcissist Won (And What Winning Really Means)
So, you’ve been through absolute hell with that narcissist. Maybe it was a romantic relationship that drained you emotionally, or perhaps it was a family member or even a toxic boss at work. No matter what kind of connection you had, you’re now sitting in the rubble wondering a big question: Why does it feel like they’ve come out on top while I’m the one left broken?
If you’re feeling like this, please know — you are not alone. This is one of the most common and deeply painful feelings survivors of narcissistic abuse face. You watch them post happy photos, hear about their new relationships, and somehow it looks like they’ve moved on, thriving. Meanwhile, you’re still trying to piece your life back together, barely holding it all together.
The Smokescreen: Why Narcissists Appear to Win
Here’s the truth: narcissists care more about how things look than how things actually are. Their entire game revolves around image and reputation. Behind the scenes, the “winning” you see is often a carefully crafted illusion — a mask to cover up their emotional immaturity and manipulative behaviors.
To the outside world, they might appear calm, confident, successful, and even healed after whatever story they spin about you. Meanwhile, you lie awake at 2 a.m. replaying the relationship like a horror movie, struggling to heal the wounds they left behind.
Narcissists are not interested in growth, healing, or accountability. Their only goal is control and admiration. If they can convince themselves and others that they’re doing better than you, that’s a massive win for them. But it’s all optics.
You, on the other hand, are doing the hardest work — trying to heal from narcissistic trauma, make sense of the abuse, and find answers. So, yes, it feels like they’re winning, but the reality is much different.
Why Does It Feel Like They’re Winning?
There are several core reasons why the narcissist seems unbothered while you feel like you’re falling apart:
1. They Appear Emotionally Unaffected
You’re sobbing in the shower, barely functioning at work, second-guessing your sanity, while they’re out at barbecues smiling for selfies or vacationing with a new partner. Their social media might be full of motivational quotes and happy photos, carefully curated to hide any pain.
That appearance of “moving on” so quickly is a classic narcissist move. They don’t really feel the way you think they do — narcissists don’t love in the genuine emotional sense. Instead, they latch on like a flea to a dog, feeding off your energy until they’re done, then moving on to the next “host” to refill their ego tank.
2. They Run a Smear Campaign
After you separate or distance yourself, many narcissists launch a smear campaign to twist the narrative. They paint themselves as the victim and you as the villain. Suddenly, friends, family, or colleagues who once supported you may start doubting you or giving you the side-eye.
This manipulation can destroy your reputation and make you feel utterly isolated — adding another layer of pain to the trauma.
3. They Move On Lightning Fast
If the narcissist was an intimate partner, you may have noticed how quickly they jump into a new relationship. While you’re still trying to breathe and process the abuse, they’re posting happy couple photos with someone new, talking about how “blissfully happy” they are.
It’s not that you were replaceable in any emotional sense. Narcissists don’t do emotional intimacy like healthy people do. Instead, they groom new “supply” while still with you or immediately after the discard phase. This isn’t love — it’s ego refueling.
4. You’re Left With the Emotional Wreckage
You’re stuck with anxiety, flashbacks, self-doubt, panic attacks, and trust issues. You’re the one in therapy, doing the hard work of healing from narcissistic abuse, while the narcissist doesn’t apologize or take responsibility. They just leave the mess behind and move on.
It’s lonely and draining, and it feels unfair. But remember: healing is a process, and you’re making progress every day, even if it doesn’t always feel that way.
Real-Life Examples Beyond Romantic Relationships
While we often focus on narcissistic abuse in romantic relationships, this toxic dynamic also shows up in other important areas of life.
Narcissistic Parent
If you’ve gone low or no contact with a narcissistic parent, you might be dealing with guilt, emotional blackmail, and being painted as the “ungrateful child.” Manipulated family members might side with the narcissistic parent, making you feel isolated and misunderstood.
But setting those boundaries is one of the bravest things you can do. It’s not selfish — it’s essential self-care. You’re protecting your mental health and breaking a generational cycle of trauma. This kind of healing has a powerful ripple effect on your future relationships and even your own kids.
Narcissistic Boss
Maybe your abuser was a toxic boss who took credit for your work, gaslighted you in meetings, and subtly pushed you out. You leave feeling burnt out, disillusioned, and riddled with self-doubt, while that boss continues to thrive, getting praised or promoted.
But here’s the truth: toxic leadership creates toxic workplaces, high staff turnover, and poor morale. The damage they cause eventually catches up with them. Meanwhile, you walk away with your integrity and peace — two things they will never have.
What Does Winning Really Look Like?
It’s time to flip the script on what “winning” means.
What if real winning is…
- Sleeping peacefully at night without anxiety or panic attacks?
- Setting healthy boundaries and actually enforcing them?
- Building supportive relationships where you feel safe, seen, and heard?
- Living a life where you don’t need to prove your worth to anyone?
- Holding onto your dignity and self-respect, even after all the abuse?
That’s what you’re working toward. That’s what healing from narcissistic abuse leads to.
So, Did They Really Win?
Nope. They just made it look that way. Behind the facade is someone emotionally immature, insecure, and desperately seeking approval to feel okay.
You’re not behind. You’re playing a different game — one of healing, growth, and empowerment.
I know it hurts to feel like they walked away unscathed while you’re left doing all the emotional heavy lifting. But here’s the thing: they avoided responsibility, blamed you, and repeated their patterns. You, however, are learning, growing, and healing. That’s the most powerful comeback there is.
In the end, you don’t lose to the narcissist. You outgrow them. That’s not losing. That’s leveling up.
Healing From Narcissistic Abuse Takes Time — And You’re Not Alone
If you’re feeling overwhelmed by anxiety, flashbacks, or self-doubt after narcissistic abuse, this is a normal part of recovery. You might even be experiencing symptoms of complex post-traumatic stress disorder (CPTSD), which is common in survivors of long-term abuse.
But here’s the good news: healing is possible, and you don’t have to do it alone.
A trauma-informed therapist who understands narcissistic abuse can guide you through the recovery process with compassion and expertise. Therapy can help you rebuild your self-esteem, set healthy boundaries, and process your trauma safely.
Ready to Take the Next Step?
If you’re ready to reclaim your peace and start living life on your terms, consider booking a one-on-one Zoom counseling session with me. Together, we’ll work through your trauma, unpack those triggers, and build your path to healing and freedom.
Ready to Take the Next Step?
If you’re ready to reclaim your peace and start living life on your own terms, consider booking a one-on-one Zoom counseling session with me. Together, we’ll work through your trauma, unpack those triggers, and build your path to healing and freedom.
Book a session today and begin your healing journey